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ctc · Published by Nikita Kryukov
Content notice: this game contains descriptions or mentions of violence, mental health issues and suicide
Mostly Positive — 78% positive (181 reviews)
Last updated 27 Sept 2026
Follow a girl through the last day of her life.
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3 Sept 2026Lowest: £1.69 · Highest: £1.6913 Oct 2026
Indie · 2023 · More under £5 games
Explore the intimate moments of a character's last day in "this morning I decided to die," an emotional journey developed by ctc and released in 2023.
About this game
This evening, I will die.
I've been thinking about this for a long time, and now I finally have the needed resolve. There's nothing here that can make me reconsider. I have no friends. Nobody loves me, and certain relatives even hate me. When I'm gone, they'll probably breathe a sigh of relief.
There's still one last day left to live, though. I wonder, what it would be like? As disappointing and cumbersome as the rest? Or will I find something worth living for? To be honest, I don't really believe in the second option. Even if I were to try and change something, I'd only make things worse.
...
Wanna spend this day with me? Well, maybe the two of us together will have a higher chance of changing something for the better... But I still won't rely on you too much. I'll just show you the contents of my life and you'll also learn that it's hopeless. And it can only get worse, trust me.
This visual novel depicts the inner workings of someone with a mental disorder. Feel the same despair and anxiety the protagonist feels and try to change her life for the better, but keep in mind that your choices can lead to some less than pleasant consequences...
I've been thinking about this for a long time, and now I finally have the needed resolve. There's nothing here that can make me reconsider. I have no friends. Nobody loves me, and certain relatives even hate me. When I'm gone, they'll probably breathe a sigh of relief.
There's still one last day left to live, though. I wonder, what it would be like? As disappointing and cumbersome as the rest? Or will I find something worth living for? To be honest, I don't really believe in the second option. Even if I were to try and change something, I'd only make things worse.
...
Wanna spend this day with me? Well, maybe the two of us together will have a higher chance of changing something for the better... But I still won't rely on you too much. I'll just show you the contents of my life and you'll also learn that it's hopeless. And it can only get worse, trust me.
This visual novel depicts the inner workings of someone with a mental disorder. Feel the same despair and anxiety the protagonist feels and try to change her life for the better, but keep in mind that your choices can lead to some less than pleasant consequences...
FEATURES:
- a girl named U3Rhc3lhIFNoYXJzaG92YQ==
- a narrative full of negative personal experiences and mental health issues
- a graphical style that represents the protagonist's trust issues
- a soundtrack by Nikita Kryukov
System Requirements
Will my PC run this? →Minimum
Minimum:
- Storage: 200 MB available space
Supported Languages
English, Russian, Japanese, Turkish, Spanish - Latin America, Simplified Chinese
Latest news
Patch NotesOfficial
Credits fix
Added Kivi as a second Turkish translator in the game's credits.Read full article on Community Announcements (Nikita Kryukov)Patch NotesOfficial
官方简中现已推出！
大家好，我是5pav5aGU6KW/wrfmspnogpblqIM= 我给游戏添加了官方简中，这样一来，就能有更多玩家了解我的遭遇，知道我在这个残酷而又不公的世界里吃了多少苦。我不太确定你们喜不喜欢看别人的痛苦和不幸，但添加了简中支持以后，简中玩家如果想看的话，就不用顾虑语言门槛了。 最后我想感谢Kakihara（请在推上关注@KakiharaM）愿意了解我的故事，帮我把它翻译成简体中文，让更多人看到。Read full article on Community Announcements (Nikita Kryukov)
